Monday, December 31, 2012

Goodbye 2012

It's been a great year! A busy one. So much that I should have written about (so much!), but didn't. There we so many moved moments that my pen (or fingers) failed to paint (by typing) in hopes to capture and hold to later vividly remember. I suppose it's because I had less quiet time, less by myself time, less down time, less time to get into the zone and spill out in black & white typed verbiage all that the day had filled me with. I look back on the empty pages for day.. after day.. after day.. until after month after month....... and my lack, my failure to, it seriously saddens me.

I'm tired. It's less than an hour left in this 2012 year, but I knew that I had to stop if even long enough just to say something (anything) to acknowledge and to end this year with before laying this head of mine down on its bed.

But.. I am so sleepy. I don't think my eyes will stay open very long, and my brain is already in its slo-mo mode and shutting down without my will or my wanting it to....

I just wanted to end my year by thanking God! By praising Him for the goodness of all of His blessings! I am blessed beyond measure! I'll never be able to thank Him enough. He's always always there. And He always provides. Always protects. Always grants and gives......................

Always... so many always!

Hopefully by tomorrow there is more to come... but tonight I can no longer hold these eyes of mine open... I'm exhausted! But a good exhaustion.... And now, "Now I lay me down to sleep, I pray the Lord my soul to keep. If I should die before I wake........................."